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Awakening what's the difference how do
 

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Awakening what's the difference how do
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words it seems like most people in the
 

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words it seems like most people in the
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um in the East it seems like many people
 

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um in the East it seems like many people
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use them in interchangeably but some
 

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use them in interchangeably but some
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make a
 

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distinction I gather some Buddhists use
 

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distinction I gather some Buddhists use
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the word Enlightenment
 

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the word Enlightenment
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signify Buddha Consciousness or having
 

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signify Buddha Consciousness or having
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all of the knowledge of
 

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Buddha which I certainly wouldn't
 

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Buddha which I certainly wouldn't
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claim and I'm not sure that that's
 

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claim and I'm not sure that that's
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but what is
 

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Enlightenment it's the death of your
 

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Enlightenment it's the death of your
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ego but it's not a clean black and white
 

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ego but it's not a clean black and white
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process and there are definitely
 

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process and there are definitely
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different levels of it and different
 

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different levels of it and different
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people often use the word Awakening to
 

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people often use the word Awakening to
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State I would say I experienced that in
 

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State I would say I experienced that in
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mushrooms cocy and mushrooms many many
 

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mushrooms cocy and mushrooms many many
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and it's very similar so I would looking
 

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and it's very similar so I would looking
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Awakening why is it temporary why was
 

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Awakening why is it temporary why was
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permanently it has to do with
 

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permanently it has to do with
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ready uh I had a very strong ego that
 

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ready uh I had a very strong ego that
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experience Unity let me move beyond my
 

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experience Unity let me move beyond my
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time but I my ego reinforced
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system even though I glimpsed beyond my
 

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system even though I glimpsed beyond my
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similarly many people seem to be on the
 

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similarly many people seem to be on the
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threshold but there's some things that
 

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they can't some critical things maybe
 

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they can't some critical things maybe
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that they can't let
 

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that they can't let
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go they experience Unity half the time
 

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go they experience Unity half the time
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struggle some days I feel like that now
 

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struggle some days I feel like that now
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somewhat it might take me five or 10
 

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somewhat it might take me five or 10
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minutes yesterday or some days to
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why it has to do
 

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with the extent to which you accept this
 

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with the extent to which you accept this
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experience on the revelations that come
 

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experience on the revelations that come
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after the main event even after your ego
 

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after the main event even after your ego
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breaks loose and is no longer default in
 

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control o of your
 

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mind it's not gone and it can never be
 

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mind it's not gone and it can never be
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so they talk about I read an article
 

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so they talk about I read an article
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saying if you were enlightened you would
 

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saying if you were enlightened you would
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stop stop using the word
 

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stop stop using the word
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I they said the enlightened don't use
 

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I they said the enlightened don't use
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me I mean all these words are what do
 

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me I mean all these words are what do
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mean maybe someone got to that point of
 

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mean maybe someone got to that point of
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unity and they just had a catheter stuck
 

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unity and they just had a catheter stuck
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but the rest of us still have unique
 

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but the rest of us still have unique
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bodies that still need to pee and so on
 

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bodies that still need to pee and so on
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and what do you
 

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and what do you
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say this body that our Consciousness is
 

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say this body that our Consciousness is
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inhabiting needs to relieve itself
 

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inhabiting needs to relieve itself
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please excuse this body my presence
 

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please excuse this body my presence
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stays with you or no you say I need to
 

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stays with you or no you say I need to
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process you loose it from your eyes you
 

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process you loose it from your eyes you
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loose it from control of your
 

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loose it from control of your
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mind but it's still there and if
 

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mind but it's still there and if
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um certain things are challenging
 

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make a can trigger a a resistance a
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judgment or
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and uh you need to consciously continue
 

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and uh you need to consciously continue
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forever uh because it always has a
 

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something that is your ego
 

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something that is your ego
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rebuilding and if you are not
 

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rebuilding and if you are not
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uh if you don't have the
 

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uh if you don't have the
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tools uh it will rebuild itself in a way
 

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tools uh it will rebuild itself in a way
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you could you could you couldn't I don't
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think you would forget the now and who
 

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think you would forget the now and who
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are but I can see how you could just get
 

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and that would be so sad I don't see an
 

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and that would be so sad I don't see an
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so so much better than what ego gives
 

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so so much better than what ego gives
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you but here's the key so what are the
 

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you but here's the key so what are the
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differences between enlightened people
 

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differences between enlightened people
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what is the difference between a a
 

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what is the difference between a a
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who gives up all that they
 

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who gives up all that they
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and someone like Carl Young or n or many
 

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and someone like Carl Young or n or many
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of the people I see using the term
 

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of the people I see using the term
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Awakening who got to it through
 

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Buddhism the thing is that your ego
 

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Buddhism the thing is that your ego
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die and you can choose to hold on to
 

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die and you can choose to hold on to
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parts of it or you may still struggle to
 

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let go of parts of
 

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it and depending on how this goes and
 

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it and depending on how this goes and
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choose you
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may act very differently you may have a
 

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may act very differently you may have a
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left something will always be
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there and you choose
 

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and uh attachments and words and
 

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can and uh I choose to hold on to
 

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can and uh I choose to hold on to
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things uh and I think everyone holds on
 

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cleansing and cleanse and cleanse and
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give away all their possessions so that
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and awaken as they as these people more
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and not have uh a desire
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don't look into the deeper
 

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don't look into the deeper
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areas I also think intellectual
 

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areas I also think intellectual
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knowledge and capacity has a lot to do
 

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knowledge and capacity has a lot to do
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with it I think that my
 

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with it I think that my
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multi-dimensional thought
 

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multi-dimensional thought
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capacity so I've done a lot of work with
 

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capacity so I've done a lot of work with
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and what if you froze the time of the
 

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and what if you froze the time of the
universe

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universe
 

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universe
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and and What If you restarted it and
 

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and and What If you restarted it and
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many many questions like that
 

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many many questions like that
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that most people who are just trying to
 

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that most people who are just trying to
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heal a mental health are not used to
 

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heal a mental health are not used to
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contemplating so I think for someone
 

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contemplating so I think for someone
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like me the experience was very profound
 

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like me the experience was very profound
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and and uh spiritual and came
 

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and and uh spiritual and came
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with some would say religious or or
 

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with some would say religious or or
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implications uh and I accept a greater
 

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implications uh and I accept a greater
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portion of the
 

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portion of the
now<00:12:43.800><c> than</c>

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now than
 

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now than
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many beginners who are crossing the
 

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many beginners who are crossing the
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threshold of Awakening or Enlightenment
 

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threshold of Awakening or Enlightenment
would

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accept

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accept
 

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accept
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um I I was already a minimalist I
 

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um I I was already a minimalist I
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you um I'd already studied Buddhism and
 

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you um I'd already studied Buddhism and
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DSM and and to some extent Hinduism and
 

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DSM and and to some extent Hinduism and
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and not an expert in any of these things
 

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and not an expert in any of these things
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but I'm familiar with many many many
 

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but I'm familiar with many many many
Concepts

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Concepts
 

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Concepts
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identify<00:13:32.040><c> and</c><00:13:32.320><c> explore</c><00:13:33.000><c> the</c><00:13:33.680><c> experiences</c>

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identify and explore the experiences
 

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identify and explore the experiences
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better I'm able to accept
 

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better I'm able to accept
better<00:13:41.000><c> with</c><00:13:41.160><c> a</c><00:13:41.360><c> more</c><00:13:41.680><c> Universal</c>

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better with a more Universal
 

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better with a more Universal
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perspective than a normal person who
 

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perspective than a normal person who
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this uh not that I'm so special but you
 

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this uh not that I'm so special but you
know

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know
 

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know
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I I've definitely had a lot more
 

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I I've definitely had a lot more
education

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education
 

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education
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uh in many areas than uh an average
 

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uh in many areas than uh an average
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person so that's it I think
 

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person so that's it I think
Enlightenment<00:14:08.600><c> I</c><00:14:08.720><c> choose</c><00:14:09.000><c> the</c><00:14:09.079><c> word</c>

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Enlightenment I choose the word
 

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Enlightenment I choose the word
Enlightenment<00:14:09.800><c> because</c><00:14:10.040><c> that</c><00:14:10.199><c> that's</c><00:14:10.320><c> how</c><00:14:10.480><c> it</c>

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Enlightenment because that that's how it
 

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Enlightenment because that that's how it
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feels to me it feels like light shining
 

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feels to me it feels like light shining
me

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through um and I got to it through my
 

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through um and I got to it through my
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shadow and the shadow was blocking the
 

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shadow and the shadow was blocking the
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light<00:14:27.920><c> um</c>

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but these are just
 

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but these are just
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words uh and the experience
 

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words uh and the experience
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is unique for everyone and they they
 

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is unique for everyone and they they
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path and there is an eye there is
 

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path and there is an eye there is
something

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something
 

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something
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past uh Enlightenment or
 

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past uh Enlightenment or
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Awakening and people still have a a
 

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Awakening and people still have a a
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personality of sorts and and and uh they
 

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personality of sorts and and and uh they
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still choose their personalities and so
 

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still choose their personalities and so
on

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on
 

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on
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so uh that's the important thing to
 

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so uh that's the important thing to
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understand that it's it's all a gray
 

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understand that it's it's all a gray
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area and you you choose what to make of
 

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area and you you choose what to make of
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it and you can choose whatever words you
 

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it and you can choose whatever words you
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want to describe
 

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want to describe
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it words are
 

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it words are
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